the mall is a toxic environment
I swear, I can’t go to the fucking Southlake mall without running into some guy I dont want to run into or some guy my friends dont want to run into, its actually kind of funny now. I guess if I was ever in a shitty mood and wanted to find someone to bitch out I could just go there, hahaha.
So last night I did some stupid things again, why am I always spilling my heart and then the next morning I’m just like “…shittt, that wasn’t true.” Whoops, I’m bad. Hahahaha, I twittered last night and I dont even understand it now, whatevz. I’ve been enjoying being home for some odd reason. I used to hate it here and I never wanted to come back when I would be out of state, I guess since my recent change of attitude I really don’t mind being home so much anymore. It’s all cool now.
Christmas is in like, 5 days. Fuck yes I cannot wait to get rid of my peice of shit phone nd get my new one. And then I have my PP appointment in 3 days, you ready Jen? Hahahahah. And 90 days until my much needed vacation, Sea World and Bush Gardens and Discovery Cove, and my best friend is comming with my which makes everything better. :D
Tonight is the ending of a very long and on-going chapter of not only my life but all of my friend’s lives. I haven’t really realized how much some stupid band brought together me and my friends, well some of us really arent friends but it rbought all of us together sooooo much. And its werid, and even though i dont really go to their shows that much anymore, it’s still upsetting. The best of my teenage years traveling around the midwest in a car with some of my best friends have come to an end. This blows.
“from the moment I saw you I was hypnotized couldn’t wait to get you alone so I could walk with you so I could talk with you…then everything’s fine for just one night baby you go back to your life and I’ll go back to mine”
story of my more recent life. hahaha.
