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Tue Dec 16

i’d give anything to have this snow go away.

Ugh, it doesn’t stop falling.  And its not pretty, its ugly and slippery and not nice to my car.  And it ruins my plans, i was really excited to go to the mall and get my b-e-a-u-tiful bag from Charlotte Russe.  Seriously, I’m in love with it, and its only $10, which makes a girl happy.  [:

In other news, while lruking today I have noticed a pattern.  A pattern with guys and the way that they treat the girls they like, and how its always the same.  Fuck your Wii and fuck your stupid little games.  I’m better at real bowling anyways, hahaha.  And I’ve finally realized the reason that I can never go for a younger boy, and its from experience, haha.  Its just the fact that for my age I do think that I have gone through and experienced more than most 16-year-old girls.  But I like it that way, so my point is that the boys my age, have not.  And two people at different parts of their life don’t work out, simply put by more people than me.  So, even though I never really liked that one kid, even if I did, it would have never worked.  Sorry buddy.

I still have 1 more hour of hoping that this snow goes away so I can leave, just one.  Go the fuck away snow please!  Wasn’t it 50 degrees like 2 days ago?  I hate the midwest right now.