February 2009
3 posts
and there she goes...
Life is as sweet as a watermelon.(:
It was extremely nice outside yesterday, but today its shitty. It’s warming up and i go on vacation with my best friend in 37 days! I’m unusually happy lately. I’m single again and at the moment happy about it. I dont want a boyfriend now, and deffinatly not my exboyfriend or anyone else I’ve ever had anything with. And let me just...
part 2
fuck boys. fuck ‘men’. fuck penises. fuck everything male.
i hate boys at this point, and i hate hypocrites. I dont know why I’m fucking putting up with this or dealing with you when all you do is piss me off and all i do is piss you off and all we do is fight. Whatever, I’ll never be able to break up with you and stay that way, haha. Well atleast not for now.
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we knew it'd happen eventually.
ive lost the habit of updating this often, whoops. Its not like anyone reads it anyways that doesnt already knew whats going on, hahaha. And i need someone to take out my ability to overthink things when I’m bored, becuase it’s getting bad.
So, where to start this thing off, I spent the weekend in Lafayette with Tessa. Fun times, but I made a mistake and I feel bad. If you want to...
January 2009
4 posts
life in text.
life lookin up, just for a second. things are taking a few turns and i guess it’s for the better. good, i need this.
so my best friend finally remembered the way to my house and decided to pay me a visit, thank god i missed this kid(:. anyways speaking about friends ive noticed that the older you get, the less you have. and the ones you have get closer, so i guess it’s a good...
i will never falter i'll stand my ground
Life is quite interesting right now, haha. Its good and bad at the same time, you know what i mean? lol.
First off, I’m about to get ass raped by some trees and four seasons and an ex-friend. Fuck my life. Why the fuck are trees like fucking $30?! Ugh. Seriously, like people suck. Wouldn’t you just help me out becuase you know damn well that I don’t have any money and...
you see, it's kind of like this..
I don’t know exactly where to start this, but I can assure that it’s going to be a random rant that I probably shouldn’t do. Whatever, get the fuck over it.
First off, I am sick of the entire male gender. You all suck. I cannot and probably will not be ever to ever find a person who fits me and likes me for me, someone that isn’t fake around me and that I don’t...
a new year, a new life.
Everything is changing, and I sure as fuck do not like it. I miss my old life and I miss how nothing mattered and how everyone got along. But shit happens. Friendships die, people change, and things don’t matter as much. and you just have to move on.
Last night was Carawae’s last show, and one of the most upsetting nights I experienced in the past 2 years of knowing them. I...
December 2008
6 posts
"lets pretend for the sake of argument that you...
Ohhhh after christmas days. Usually theyre depressing becuase you dont have anything to look forward to anymore. But I’m looking forward to New Year Eve/ New Years. Fuck yessss. And I guess my family party wasn’t that bad. Its the only time I’ve actually enjoyed myself over there. Haha.
I have something to say, girls who are complete bitches need to die. Girls that are SO...
its better to recive than to give, or is it the...
It’s Christmas, and I’ve never been this not-excited. I guess the older you get the less exciting it is, oh well. So, I’m finally kick-less, but i got my new touchy beautiful touhy touchy phone, hahahaha. Thank god! But the only downside is I dont know how to make my own ringtones for texts, if someone knows how to do that on a G-1, hit me up.
So, I keep on going up in candy...
a 2*bittersweet ending.
A chapter of my life is over, and a big chunk missing. I know it shouldn’t mean as much as it does, but it does. 2*sweet is done and over with, and at the last show I was the only one not to cry. But I can understand why everyone else was crying, that was something that meant alot of all of us. That band is the reason I have some of my best friends out of state, and they have infuenced...
the mall is a toxic environment
I swear, I can’t go to the fucking Southlake mall without running into some guy I dont want to run into or some guy my friends dont want to run into, its actually kind of funny now. I guess if I was ever in a shitty mood and wanted to find someone to bitch out I could just go there, hahaha.
So last night I did some stupid things again, why am I always spilling my heart and then the next...
i'd give anything to have this snow go away.
Ugh, it doesn’t stop falling. And its not pretty, its ugly and slippery and not nice to my car. And it ruins my plans, i was really excited to go to the mall and get my b-e-a-u-tiful bag from Charlotte Russe. Seriously, I’m in love with it, and its only $10, which makes a girl happy. [:
In other news, while lruking today I have noticed a pattern. A pattern with guys and the way...
why hellooo.
So recently I’ve been noticing that a lot of things have been going on in my life, and why the fuck not share them with everyone. So here it goes. I guess you could say that i have a interesting life in a boring town with way to many people that I hate in the whole 5 square miles (if that) of Chesterton, Indiana. Whatever, I can’t wait to leave. Honestly, one year left! [:
Well,...